S-Day!!

Thats Sprog Day for the unedumacated haha

Today is my first attempt at insprogulation *bounce bounce* (it doesnt have the same effect as when I write that on msn, sigh). Im feeling nervous, excited, scared, happy, did I mention nervous? In around 3 hours I will be beginning my first attempt (ever!) at creating a baby inside my tummy :P Sure I have got my partner pregnant but its really different being on the "other side". Of course one of the best things is that this time round it her turn to deal with the stinky sperm hahaha I wash my hands (no pun intended lol) of that role this time :P

So we are going to our donor's house tonight. When our daughter was conceived her donor came to our house, did his thing then left us to it. This time we are going to our donor's house and doing the deed (so to speak lol) in his spare bedroom! I am already feeling awkward about having to look each other in the eye after the insprogulation. We will all know his goodies are up my clacker and thats just.....awkward lol. I have to take a "kit". Included in said kit will be towels, pillows, specimen containers, syringes...its all just soooo romantic lol. But hey, if I can get pregnant it will be soooo worth it! Im (possibly a little too optimistically) hoping I will get pregnant first time lol. What can I say, always the eternal optimist. I just want a babeeeeeeeeeeee!!


Nerves seem to be increasing by the minute. So many things running through my head. How awkward will it be for all of us? Will it happen quick enough that I can lay there for half an hour with my legs in the air (donor has to go out afterwards)? Will our daughter want to help lol? That last one is making me feel a little....awkward....again. lol She is such a curious creature. She asked me yesterday when we could have a baby. I told her we were going to try to make one tomorrow and she said "Oh really?? *squealed* I looove making babies" lol Something tells me she wont be content to sit and watch a dvd while all the action is happening in the other room. Sigh.


Eeeeek all this talking about it is making me more nervous lol Im going to stop there....I will return later with all the gory details lol All fingers, toes and any other body parts crossed :P