The Deed is Done!

So it happened tonight. It wasnt nearly as awkward as I thought it would be which was nice. Dont get me wrong, there were some awkward moments. On the whole though it was pretty pain free.


We went to his house, made some small talk, put on the kettle and had a cuppa, figured out how to put a dvd on for J (our DD) in the hope she might be distracted enough to not walk in on us lol. Then we gave him the oh so sexy specimen container and he went to his room to do his part. While he was doing that I went into his spare room (which was next door to his room and a little too close for my liking but thankfully I didnt hear a peep lol) and started arranging towels, pillows, blankets, underwear and a cloth mama pad for afterwards. He was bloody quick lol. He started to come into the room while I was lying there with just a blankie over me and I quickly said "aah no can you give it to S (my partner)". He quickly retreated and called out her name to come and receive the goodies. lol She came in a few seconds later with goodies in hand and proceeded to get the needless syringe ready for suck up. After suck up had occurred we had a quick kiss and a tiny bit of touching lol (I was so not in the mood for anything else) and got into position (which by the way was on my back, pillow and many towels under my bum :P). Syringe went in slooooowly and came out sloooowly. No leakage, yay!! Until I changed positions then the ooze started hmmmm lol.


I then spent the next 30 mins lying on my back with my legs in the air, reading a gay boi magazine I had picked up from our donor's lounge room lol. I learnt a lot about a straight porn "star" called Chris Rockwell (or something like that) who does gay movies. Interesting. J came in twice and asked me what I was doing. I told her I was resting. She believed me lol She then tried to jump on the bed which was less than helpful. S managed to persuade her to leave the room with a piggyback. Phew! Eventually it was time to go so I carefully got off the bed (making sure to not leave a trail on his luffly bedspread lol) and got dressed again. I went back down to the kitchen where they were all waiting and nervously popped my head around the corner. I offered our donor a thank you and told him it just didnt seem enough under the circumstances :P He was very gracious and said it was his pleasure :)

Wooooobloodyhoooooooo Deed Done!


So I've spent most of the rest of the night flexing my pelvic floor muscles and lying down lol Fingers and toes crossed that my all powerful egg and his little swimmers do their jobs! For the first time ever I am in the 2 week wait (well personally anyway - I waited not so patiently with my partner when we were TTC our daughter). Im really hoping I can keep a lid on the excitement/nervousness/excitement/anxiety/excitement. Well.....maybe Im not hoping I can keep a lid on it actually. Im swinging wildly between omg this is soooo going to happen first time to dont be silly it rarely happens the first time. Sigh. Dammit I really do hope it happens the first time!! I want to be one of the lucky ones :P